I feel the same way...

Fred is truly a special man in my HEART. I miss him often and I do thinking about him too. The way he tells me the same way.

I often think about how was he doing? How he feel right now? Is it he’s in the good situation?

I miss our conversation, I miss him, I miss all the memories we created and hoping it will continue more and more colorful comes. But things change, I'm still dreamy type. Dreaming beautiful things possibly happen.

I miss those days, I miss everything, I miss the way he talk, the way he makes me smile and I miss seeing him day by day. I miss every second we had good times.

And I wish I can freeze those times.

The most I miss how to express and say often I LOVE him.

It's funny we count those words for fun when we started to felt special both to each other. Until were haven’t able to know at all we saying it in countless way.

Telling how I feel that I love him every day and every moment we’ve talked.

I never thought I could fall again and feel this way to him. And I admit that and mean it he is truly deserved to have my heart.

I remember he tell me how beautiful am I, I remember the moment he tell me I'm his dream girl. And all I can say is smile and feel the way he want me to feel that.

The truth is he is beautiful and special man in my heart and if I'm his dream girl, this dream girl is dreaming his prince too and all I’m talking about is him.

I try to control myself not missing him I really do, but my heart is too much stronger to fight for and pretend. My heart really wants him, like him to see and feel so special for him.

I try to pretend I don't love him at all despite of our break up, despite of crying every time I remember what happen that crashing me down.

Here I am the truth I can’t; I don't want him to lose. I still love him strongly and I still have faith that he still feels the same way for me.

Now its sounds crazy I still love the person who broke my heart, who choose to break me up and give up. But I still don’t see I should get mad at him because all he need is understanding, care, love and time.

But I should remind myself that things are not the same as before. I should waking up myself for what is reality and going right now.

Still I LOVE him and I wish all the stars out there can able to whisper him how I do love him. Wish that the sun often shine for him every day and can able to let him feel and remind my heart always here LOVES him.

I miss you and until now Mahal na mahal parin kita. (Crying...)