My Life            

I'm hard to get person but once you know me I'm easy along with  I have long hair and slim type but not a woman I'm a G-A-Y. (Physically) 

I'm not a perfect one but then i can be the best as i can be when its comes to LOVE. But i often victimize of people's who play games, looking for FUN and not contented for PURE love. I often keep my self to show and stick to be me having the genuine heart but as far as i keep going i still failed finding the same thing.But i know it will take me a lot of challenges to find the ONE but not as easy as i think and dreaming of.

I love respecting and understand other people the way i respect myself, maybe some people don't like gay's and hate them. But showing the inner beauty, right and nice personality of being me, it really fades you
Still conservative type but funny. I love jokes. books and movies. I also love taking Photographs and creating beautiful Images straight from my camera. My biggest dream is to Travel in Different Country learn, observe and adapt different culture and witness the beauty of nature of the World.

Isle of Mann is my Dream Island and one of my craziest, but true dream is to wear a wedding gown and walk to isle getting closely to my Groom that take my hands and promise to be with me forever (but its just a dream) as i mention "Craziest Dream" a fairytale of what really kids want to be .

Ive been in long term relationship in my past life for 7years with my Ex-boyfriend. My first Boyfriend and i don't know if its the last, since then it's really hard to find a real one or a person who can compare with him and be the best on what he did for me. Our relationship ends in a tough decision between me and his Career, "opportunity knocks only one time" and he decided to choose what really the best for his life and that's the career he really wait and want in his life. Because of my strong LOVE and understanding i let him go even though its really hard for me, but the TRUE meaning of LOVE is set him FREE, and that's LIFE, we won and lose, the most important lesson is we LOVE and be LOVED.

And Ive learned to embrace my Past and moving on forward with positive outlook in LIFE. And i know i might be wrong or having mistake again for the 2nd time around that's why i keep always on my mind that i should be careful in every decision that i made for this time.

But i don't close my door it's still open for someone, as i said some"ONE" means only one who really want's to get in and deserve to be and beat the 7 years i have before and make it "FOREVER". 

I was fall in love and 2nd time around for imaginary guy but ive lost the chances when i lost him and my close friend that is involved in that issue. That i thought he is the one but suddenly its not.

I try to move on, i was so down, i lost my self, my confidence and everything. Till the 3rd time i was found someone who build me up to rebuilt my self again. I appreciate his personality, attitudes and him a whole person. He is a nice person i met and i was falling in love on him easily. His Sweetness, sense of humor, caring attitudes and most of all i seen he is strong, brave and responsible man. That he taught me, ive learn many things ive never known before and i was so thankful with that. And i admit that i LOVED him. But our journey is not destined to long last coz we mislead and misinterpret things. And sadly i lost the chance at the 3rd time around.

But i need to be strong like what ive learn from the recent person, be brave and never stop to find my happiness. People who stay, leave and we will meet in the future has reason and purpose and i always keep that in my mind and heart. I still have and keep my heart PURE and unselfishly share to love for those who deserve for.

because you will never find Happiness if you are not contented to see your self to settle down and having stable but true relationship. And that's me i want commitment and real LOVE.