I'm not asking too much but LOVING him is enough...

I’m not asking anything but to love him even if I don’t have the right at all to continue my feelings. I don’t know where it goes but my heart says that it’s fine to love him no matter how he is far away at all.

True love not asking for payback but he’s attention, time that he can give is enough.

That’s all I know is to love him and I do love him.

I know that things change, situation started to change too and even the way we connected. But for me I assure and I know well myself that in my heart and the feelings I have for him never change.

I miss him often, he always on my mind every time and I know I cannot demand at all to see him or if I want to talk to him.

But the truth I did, I want to see him, I want to talk with him even a few minutes a day. But I know it’s too much to ask for. So all I can do is to patiently wait and try my best to wish he will have time for me just to see me and talk to me too.

I always miss the way he smile and joke that make my day complete. Seeing him make me feel in loved with the Idea of sweetness. Every single moment I have chances to be with him is a sweet day that I consider.

But now I’m trying hard, to learn that he wasn’t have time for me at all and feels like he is so very far away more than a thousand times.

I’m really torn apart of hurt and pain while on the other side I still keep loving him and feel happy being that part. My heart can never be stolen or given to anyone because he owned it. My heart only dedicated and loving him so strong. And that is Fred or Fredrik the only man who is special for me.

I’m not asking much but loving Fred is enough for me. My heart still crying because I miss you, but this heart is trying to be strong for all the cause of everything because it really wanting you and loving you. All I can do is to follow what exactly inside of it. And that is to love you even if you don’t want to love me too.

I wishing you always in good situation and I pray always for you. Because here in the big space of my heart there are marks that say I love you.

And I really really do…