I hate this Tears in my Eyes...

It’s been longs days almost month I’ve been crying day by day. If my eyes can able to talk they rather tell me how really they hate crying every single day.

But there’s nothing all I can do every time I think what’s happening recently.

I do hate saying goodbye to the people I love specially the special one in my heart. I hate tears but this is where I’ am. There is so much to think about sweet memories but its also same way to cry for.

I just need a hug, just a hug please.

(Crying again…)

I need some arms that will comfort me for a while, letting me feel this weakness that truly losing my strength.

I need just too drunk myself with music to try to forget everything but it’s not enough.

Still in the end tears comes, and all I can do and hold on is to pray and pray and pray.

Day and night and between asking and praying that this will be end up in good way no matter what it meant to be.

Or whatever it is might the final outcome.

But the only reason that it makes me suffer is being so slow to accept for myself that this is over. And it really hard for me to understand that, it’s over and there’s nothing I can do is to let go.

I know I’m emotionally weak when it comes losing someone that’s why I’m afraid to fall in love coz this is what mostly happen. This is always the result, or this is what I deserve.

(I can write anything but all I can do at the moment is crying…)