Another Hurt and Pain

Crying day by day, every single time because my heart is truly devastated and getting empty. Now I’m alone in pain and feeling so hurt. I really mean I was so hurt until now and I know it keeps me a long way to be ok.

I’m hurting because the moment you loving the right person you wasn’t able to keep continue at all for a wrong situation that happen.

I’m crying because he already chooses to break me up, it feels like it’s just not only the love died but also my heart.

It’s painful because after all we been thru this is the result and this is how it looks like. If you already been thru hurt and pain of being broken you will understand how it feel.

He’s already free whatever he wants to do in life. Another hurt and pain for me is when he finds better one. Someone who’s better and able to do more for what I can.

And it gives me more another heavy reason to feel the pain. If he finding someone who is better and can give enough love to him than I can able to give.

Yes! I admit how hard for me when he already find someone or chose to find nearby around on him. It’s really hurt for sure if I knew he was already being someone who loves him and he loved.

I don’t want to know what to say for a while, but if time comes he realize he want to find someone better than me I’d rather let him even if it’s hard for me to accept that.

He has a lot of chances to find or get someone better than me, and it’s really really hurt.

And I guess I don’t have the right at all to get jealous if he chose that, but if he find someone that will be a reason or best way to forget me. I will pray that the next person who will come on his life will be the one that last long.

(Crying...)

Because if he is happy and feel comfortable compare for what we had. I guess I’d rather consider that for him to be happy.