Another Face of Broken Love

"Another face of Broken Heart and LOVE but look at him he can still SMILE". Listening to other people's story and knowing im not the only one who suffer and dealing with a Broken Heart. Thank you for great Advices and nice wisdom of thoughts and encouragement Mr. Barry.

I try to find ways to myself busy and using my free time to do something. It’s been long times since I was have the chances to talk with Mr. Barry. He’s really a good friend and he’s also a person like me looking for love and real relationship. I remember his story about his marriage failure, son’s struggle about bad habits and he’s relationship failed. I never heard anything at all about him the moment that I’m so busy with my life and personal life when I started to get committed in relationship.

Now I have chance to catch him up and I just find interesting about recently what happen about his broken heart experiences recently February. As a good friend all I can do is to listen first for his story and maybe share mine too. I really do feel how hard to be in broken hearted situation coz I’ am too. Wish I can be a fairy god mother and heal and let those kind people find the real love and give them the happiness they deserved.

But every individual have different situations and reasons about their relationship. And I admit that Mr. Barry doesn’t have simple bad experience about user people. My heart really broke too for him hearing that, seeing that I may not the only one in this world is broken hearted. Now we are many. Yes no one in this world wants to be alone it just a matter of choice and fate. Mr. Barry is a nice person he is one of kind father, brother, ex-husband and a good fellow friend. I seen he wants to be happy and finding true love with someone special.

He already has attraction with ladyboys and treats them as a woman and I feel how respectable he is showing that to me. And he shares me how he was fall in love for this lovely Filipina ladyboy woman from Laos. Distance is nothing for a brave man, they have a good communication and he was fall and feel this woman is the best and the right one for him. So the moment he asks for the availability of this woman to meet for real, this woman say in end of March. This Woman is working as an English teacher in Laos 4 hours travelling from Bangkok Thailand.

Mr. Barry doesn’t have doubt to make his flight going to Bangkok Thailand and meet this woman. He has stop over for Doha Quatar and keep communicating this woman that he is half way to get there. They’re both trying hard to keep in touch and connected. And after all the hardship with internet connection that’s turn on and off they finally met in a huge Airport in Bangkok Thailand.

(I guess meeting someone you longing too makes you feel so emotional that very moment). And then all I heard is just a good positive thing they have been sharing good times together. As what we often seen on love movies. I was so happy for him and this is a very nice moment that this guy is absolutely adorable for making all the effort he made to follow his heart.

They have the chances to get to know more each other and express their love and affection. And everything goes well. It’s a good sweet memory to value for both of them and I feel that. And when their times are over and time to leave each other. Get back to the normal life again and Mr. Barry need to get back from TN, USA it’s like a hardest thing to do. And I understand how it feels. The girl was left from Laos where she exactly living and working and Mr. Barry got back to his normal life and thinking good memories of what they have.

Until unexpected message from the girl that she doesn’t need at all Mr. Barry and she finally realizes and got back to her ex boyfriend. And cut all the communication they have.

I’m not the only one in this world who got left by someone and broken hearted. There are also nice same people are suffering for those user people and self centered type. (But mine is different situation and reason why he left me). They don’t know exactly what really the love is because they love their own self intension. Their own goal to use someone for their material needs. (I want to cry for this scenario for Mr.Barry but I don’t want to show how my heart broke about his story.) I really feel his sincerity of finding his happiness sharing his unconditional love. But suddenly it’s failed. I’m so sorry for this to hear, I know how it feels but I find him strong man than me. I wish and pray that everything that happens for you for bad result or output might turn more than that with a good blessings and finding the best and right one the only one that last. Just always have faith and keep the kindness on his heart.

You are such a great kind hearted man for giving all the best you can and I believe you deserve more than the suffering you’ve been through. I adore you for smiling those bad things happen in your life that sign of courage to keep going and be brave to face the problems. And thank you as well for advices and encouraging me about things on my part, to listen as well on my side. Thank you is not enough but I do really appreciate your wisdom word and kindness.

“When things don’t work out even if you trying many times never give up and lose hope.”

Thank you Mr. Barry, I’m hoping the next time we see and talk is about your successful and lovely stories of finding the true pieces of your heart and True Love.

Your nice buddy here Rio