The Last LOVE letter :'(

My hand never tired making sweet Love Letter for the person I love. I always want to make memories and this is serving as my dedication of showing my love, message and affection of my emotion and feelings. It’s hard for me to accept the fact that this is the end, this is the last and this is the Last Love Letter that my hand made and my heart says. I wish I can able to keep going to make more letters of great memories for him, telling some stories about inspirational and funny jokes I want to share. Sensible thoughts and belief that been dreaming between of us to tell him. I was so glad he has those few letters I made before, tangible and reminding him of the sweetness effort and love I did. I’m simply happy that he received that and read. It’s enough for me but this time it’s the last.

All the happiness to sadness that happening will remain memories for me, it’s not easy to leave and forgot him. It’s not my choice to stop but this is what he wants for us. No letters at all, no communications, no me, no us, and nothing at all.

How many times do I say I was so hurt, painfully feel when he just wants to leave and cut any communication with us. (I can’t help to cry again at the moment…)

The last letter I made has full of sadness, emotion and feelings I don’t want this thing happen, I don’t want him to leave me instead we must stay and keep going. But whatever I want and need is useless, it won’t work just only I’m the one who want it and need it.

I love to keep going but no reason at all to make letters. I just want to say thank you for the love and care I’ve experience when I’m with you it’s like no one else can make me feel and did to me this way. It’s hard though for me to accept this thing you move far away to find your own and fix things about your life without me because can’t help you at all. How many times should I say sorry I’m worthless and useless, I have no use to give you strength to fight and encourage you because I’ am nothing but imaginary LOVE. “I remember when you said Long Distance is a tough” and now you are tired of it, sorry coz this all I can make and I did.

But my feelings for you genuinely love you from the deepest part of my heart. I find it that you LOVE me right and you’re the right one who made the best to make me feel what LOVE is all about.

Because…

“Even the LAST time I knew in my heart there’s no LAST or ENDING to LOVE the right one…” And that is you here marked already in my Heart.

Love Rio