Our Monthsary

From the very first time I talk to him is the moment that I met Fred. I remember it was the 30th day of last December. I never impress him for who I’ am and make some stories that amaze him. All I did as what the common thing I always do. Just being true to myself and confidently telling him everything. I was thinking that it will just be the first time ever we’ve talk and nothings will follow. But I was so wrong it was constantly we have consistent communication, talk often and meet on skype. Till we got friends on facebook and I was fall in love with him. But not because I was lonely that moment it was 2 months pass by being with my healing process for the cause made by playful guy Brian/Marshall to me. I was forgot everything about it and naturally comes and realize I appreciate all the effort made by Fred to me. It’s like magic, he make my pain lighter than I was being feel down that moment. We get closer and closer and closer even more to each other. And I found myself smiling after all and he give me so much reason to get back the happiness And he is that reason of joy. I fall for him and trusted him with all my heart. I just finally knew and say the word “I LOVE YOU” and I mean it and did for him. Every time that time passes by in every single sweet moment we have I really loving him more and more.

Every day is a precious for me, every crazy things like jokes we exchange, he's funny faces, sweet words and making me special is truly amazing and nothing to compare of.

Then here I’am smiling, happy and considered 30th of every month is our Monthsary. And I want to make our Monthsary to be special and different every time it came. Since its hard for us to have dates or celebrate that all I can do is to let him feel the presence of importance of celebrating that simple reminders when my heart accepted him that very moment.

And I truly mean it that I love him so much and I really do feel the same way. He’s adorable, my one and only and the only handsome prince I’ve ever want in my life. And this is my fairytale, this my stories and this is what I believe.

I want him to feel that our Monthsary is always special and he is special and he makes me feel always special. I really want to express my love and affection of care and value to him even if in simple way. In fact I want him to hear a song I dedicated to him, to hug him, kiss him and love him. I really wish we can both celebrate together and share the love every time this special date comes. I’ am so bless for having him and came to my life and I don’t want to lose this chances that I will never let him feel that it’s a delightful feelings finding someone who are too different among of all people who been thru in my life. He’s totally different and the love and feelings are extremely unique.

I’m praying and wishing that this will go long and it takes a lot of more sweet memories with him. I truly love you with all my heart and I really mean that you are worth to love for. I love you and Happy 1st Monthsary for you,me and for us.

My one Sweet Pie of my heart. Mwaaahhh :-*