It's time for me to know where Am i and letting him go

It's been so hard now to believe after all, my trust already crash down and felt and accept that im not worth for him. By loving him i need to let him go and letting him do things he wants to. I would appreciate if he will came back to his families that he really need the most specially his kids. If he want somebody in his life i should accept that or the most he want is to be back with his ex i should respect and be happy for him. I may not help him in many ways or find him a good reason for his life but wishing for his happiness is enough for me and loving him. Even though its really hurt me and feel the pain again and again and again. But still my heart is a home for us, but theres no need to assume, ask for or expect to be back coz i know he dont want me at all and clearly that iam not enough and worth for him. I should learn to accept that and quickly learn those he taught me in my life. Iám so thankful for everything thru good and bad he made and give me. Coz i realize that still my heart is working to love, and as i always say i did LOVE him without any doubt. And he is easy to love and like by somebody. Lucky guy can able to have a thousand admirers. And im one of them but one of the serious person who love him. Now its time for you to be free and go for what you want and close the chapter of our book, and thank you for a nice treatment you have made for me that im proud of. You might not be that brave as a soldier i expected to fight for me but being the most gentle person respecting me is appreciatable. Thank you so much. Bryan D. Kautzman now im about to signing off and trying to find my happiness too, opening again my heart for those who deserve for and will do the same way you did to me in good way. And i still keep those words and ive learn from you. I will keep my faith in my self and i will, i will still the same person and never change. Coz i know there are time that comes on my way that he will be proud for being the way iam, accept me and my imperfection and most of all brave enough to prove his love on me. My prayer for you is your happiness and still what is really worth for youe life that you are looking for. And i know if the chances asking us to meet and seen each other with this playful world i will never forget all the happiness i have with you and forget and forgive all the pain and negative things.

Because the TRUE Sensie in our life is the experiences. Thank you and I LOVE YOU even though you didnt love me the same way.