Imagination of Happy Moments

I wonder the moment that might possibly happen. The moment that i can hug him from time to time, and touch and feel my sensei. Having a good bonding and memories. Taking photos of lovely subject, teaching him and sharing things about art. I remember that i was imagining him being with me on my sister's hometown and witness the beauty of colorful festival and letting him create a good and amazing photos for journalism. Imagining buying him clothes, choosing a good colors for him and he will do the same for me (that is so cute :)) And i did bought him a 3 shirts that im so excited to see him wearing those. Preparing his own towel, buying him a cute toothbrush and preparing myself being with him on my bed and having his own pillows sleeping together.

He is so special for me and he deserves to treat him as my man and my king. Coz being a queen on his heart i really want to cater him, love him, fulfill his needs and taking care of him.

Im planning him to teach tagalog words and spend hours to tuitor him. Coz he is so cute when he speak local words. And iam willing too, to spend time with him, a time that is sensible and worth for. A time that he will realize that life is not always about normal things like we often do, i want him to explore things that he never yet experience. Like what he want for me to explore too. I want him to be happy with me and share my heart and kindness. I want him to witness my life and my activities, i want to be with him and having time with him and i want to assure that he doesn’t have a wrong decision for having me. All my prayers and wishes is for good and i include him often when i speak to God. That someday those prayers i have is to let him realize that finding me or the moment he met me has a good reason and i want to prove that from the moment that we will meet in real. End up the imagination that will turn to reality. And he doesn’t know how i want to be with him and kiss him every day and make him special.

And there was a time that i was and i want to meet her mom. Having a good conversation, and time to talk about Arts, Passion, Paintings Colors and life. I know her mom is a good hearted and kind. Loving the nature and appreciate the beauty of imperfection of life. And thats what the artist normally i can relate and be connected. Having a good time to sit and listening to the stories of her mom with those amazing words, experiences in life, being a woman in family and as a Mother. It's so nice to think that way to meet her and also share my part and try to let her mom understand the life of a special person like us. Of course the kids, play with them and having a nice time with them, maybe having a good bonding with her daughter and talk about barbie's, girl stuff and having a good make up session and storytelling of being a graceful and nice woman. And the Boys yeaaahhhhh playing with them and having a good time try to do fishing. And the most cutie patotie Matthew i want to carry him and play and sing a lullaby. It's so nice to imagine those things that i can possibly easily do when i meet them. And for sure I want taking them a good photograph together.