Physical, Personality and Attitudes Attraction.

I know I never often saying to him how he is handsome in my eyes and he is (I’m shy to tell sometimes and if I do tell him I might be blush) at first its not attractive for me how he looks like. Because the interest is not there and I’m so feel bad that time coz of my hurt and pain, and that’s how I felt the moment we met. But every time that day by day goes by and so on, the appreciation of his look makes me feel he’s a prince for me, he’s my adorable and handsome man that I’ve dreaming of. The gestures of his faces, the bad habit he always did (thumbnail biting) is cute for me, specially his eyelashes, cheeky cheeks and nose. It makes me smile and giggle without any reason. Every time looking at his lips wishes I can kiss him (Kiss him with feelings and passionately feel it) (OMG is this me?) The attraction is started to grow more and more on my part, coz I know he already attracted on me oh yes common you are my sensei. I know you want to bite my shoulders and tickle my neck. And he wants to paint my nails in toe. The personality we have plays in good way sometimes he bring me to the world of fun and jokes and forgot serious things and smile for a while. We act like kids, teasing both each other and I knew he will not win using my luggage strategies. But yeah I get weak and attract on his bed room voice that makes me melt and shy sometimes. Come from his toolbox strategies. (I hate him for having 1 strong strategy that he can use for me) I hate it but the truth I love it. True! He act more than a young age on his literal age, and me act so old which is too far from my age. But I find it out that no matter what it is we can still connect to each other we can bring each and everyone in every world we want too. And I enjoy that moment always to my sensei it feels like I want to be with him more and more and more. I want to see him beside me when were about to sleep, seeing him next to me when I wake up, hahaha hear how he snore, give him a massage to feel him relax with my touch, cook him and let him taste my specialty, tickle him just only him please do not tickle me though lol, hug and kiss him and fulfill his dream and offer my heart and preserve and reserve body for him. I might sound crazy or I might be the one on his spell but I will rather consider that as a spell of love that I want to believe that we are destined to meet not only because it happen but because we have purpose both in our life. And I admit he is the only handsome guy right now in my eyes and settle already as my man in my heart and getting prepare my self for our journey. He brings me so much joy that anything can’t able to compare of. The time he invests and time I give to him I worth in a while to appreciate and enjoy for. What else more in reality? (I wish I can meet him in real and let him feel how this genuine heart started to fall and loving him day by day) I know it’s hard to believe by this word but for me there’s no nothing to lie for coz I know what’s truly in my heart. I’m already attracted first on is personality as a strong man, now to his look as my man and his attitudes and adore those special moments we have. I truly bless to meet you for making me feel so special and you are really mean so much to me. You are already part of my prayers and dream that I often wishing for and my prayers will always lead you. (And I will have no doubt to tell you that here in my heart its beating for you, saying I love you and asking are you ready to accept my love and be with me too?)